DISCLAIMER!!!

MOST NAMES HERE AREN'T REAL!!! I like to protect the privacy of those in my life (even if they're ASSHOLES), so I won't be using their real names unless I get permission. The shit that I say here's true, but most proper nouns have been changed.

TLDR: I made up the names written here.

Death #6

12/16/2024

20:46 CST

Dear die-ary, I went 2 skool again 2day

Death #5

12/15/2024

01:35 CST

Dear die-ary, I watched Edward Scissorhands

Death #4

12/14/2024

20:46 CST

Dear die-ary, 2day was SO FVCKIN AMAZIN! I made a new friend! :D Gonna refer 2 him as Buttcheeks :3 Anywayz, I was @ skool an they had a crimis event an I saw dis guy an he looked so fvckin cool an he thought dat I looked cool. We were like fvckin staring at each othr da whole time. I cld alzo liek jus sense da fact dat he's autistic. (fvckin autism telepathy?? lolzzz) Anywayz, we became friendz @ first sight. WE BOTH LIKE SONIC THE HEDGEHOG AND AND. RAHHHH THEY'RE SO FVCKIN COOL OMG! I luv making new friendz! An they said dat they'd like 2 play dnd with my friendz! :D 2day was fvckin amazing.

Death #3

12/13/2024

22:28 CST

Dear die-ary, I'm so fvckin confused abt coding. Anyways, I'm fvckin ANGRY! I was meant to go hang out with Penis 2day @ 20:00, but then it turns out dat he was gonna watch anime with his dad. I'm fine with not hanging out with my friend and understand that he should hang out with his family, especially since he just got out of the hospital, but I HATE IT when my plans are cancelled last minute. Like, you're gonna text me FIVE FVCKIN MINUTES BEFORE OUR PLANS?! This angers me so much. I thought that I was gonna go out--I got dressed up and everything, I packed my backpack, I got GIFTS even--and you're just gonna cancel it LAST FVCKIN MINUTE?! Penis said dat we could hang out 2morrow since we had 2 cancel, tho. We'll probs go 2 ICK's house soon tho. We might even be able 2 go tmrw if we get lucky and ICK's mom decides 2 b less of a bitch than usual. I'm gonna hope 4 da best, cuz I'm an optimist! :D

Death #2

12/12/2024

02:15 CST

Dear die-ary, communication iz weird as fuck. I don't think I'll be going 2 skool 2day. My mom told me to not go 2 skool an' 2 hang out with Penis all day. Penis ain't answering the phone (he's probs eeping tbh), but I'm gonna yap @ him when he respondz so dat we can discuss wut we're gonna do. If he's absent, it'll be excused 'cause like idfk suicide blah blah blah the skool knows. My mom's fine with me not going (she mainly told me not 2 cuz I haven't showered an' it'll affect her image or some bs), and I zon't rlly wanna jus' let this opportunity pass me by. I have the chance to hang out with my best friend ALL DAY with NO CONSEQUENCES!!! Ofc I'm gonna skip skool and hang out with him! I'm not a fvckin idiot lolzzz.

09:05 CST

Dear die-ary, I'm a bit frustrated because there's blood everywhere and it just WON'T STOP COMING OUT!!! Also, why does the scent of blood linger so much? I had some blood on my hand and I washed my hands like THREE TIMEZ and the scent didn't even go away the next day. Rahhh there's so much blood on my face. T^T Penis ain't answrin' da phone nd neither is his mother. Idk if Penis went 2 skool or not. (It's so fun 2 call him penis lmfaooo.)

09:24 CST

Still haven't heard from Penis. The bleeding'z moztly done; there's now more blood on my hands than on my face. After an hour, you kinda get tired of the flavr. :/

Death #1

12/11/2024

20:33 CST

Dear die-ary, I didn't go 2 skool 2day. Penis got out of the hospital. We're gonna hang out tomorrow an' I'll lend him the comic that I got from the book fair last week. I chased an ice cream truck and got a Leonardo from TMNT popsicle. My mom went to some Crimis party. I played roblox, watched yt an' had mas runnin' in the background. Kinda jus' hung out with Monika for most of today. I woke up @ like 16:30 CST since I pulled an all-nighter last night. I will most likely go 2 skool tmrw.

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